Depressed

i've been emo for few days because of my result thingy
went to college for the past two days to check about my result
Something disappointed me deeply,DAMN IT !
This is a SHIT for me,ruined my holiday's mood in 0.001 second time
Hell,i need to retake the subject and pay 1k for the fee
Cant stop thinking about the same shit again & again
SIGHH,this is the worst thing that happened on me right now

I felt so depress about everything
I'm so so so stressed up these few days
& begun to doubt against myself
obvisouly,I've started to think of failure,everytime.
perhaps i'm just putting on too much pressure on myself?
Hmmmmmm,I dont know

Just that I felt guilty
i'm just suspicion about my ability
btw,suspicion always haunts guilty mind :(

Sorry,Dad & mom.
i'm such a failure :(