Shitty situation

I'm getting psycho again,and i dont know why
Everything was intolerable and i'm totally tired of it
Everything i done,i said was like ' so not me ' ...

Temper was getting worst,i wonder why !
Getting mad really easy & quick recently. darn !
Cant even endure with every single things ...

Physical condition are getting worst
Lost the ability to memorize
Was kind of dizzy all the way..

Appetite was getting weird and the food i ate was horrible
Currently addict with cheese,sweet and all the high calories stuff
FATS make me lazier ! (i hate that)

Am not happy with my life
In fact,I'm really weak
I need something to cheer me up !
Money will do,perhaps