I'm a burden

I'm suppose to be in malacca right now,staying in that room
and i'm suppose to start my class 2moro but i didnt
I'm sorry that i cant stand for it not even a second
Seriously,i was really depressed.I felt so sorrow about that.
I dont really wanna talk about what's happening,sorry.
Daddy Mummy,i'm really sorry.I knew i shoudnt be like this
It was 14 of JUNE today,and i'll never ever forgot today.
My dad apologize to me,they are trying to understand me
My dad said He'll sayang me forever and wont let me get hurt
My tearing was keep pouring out.Seriously pouring out
But i was speechless that moment,dont felt like talking any
What've i done was just crying all the time
Sorry everyone,i was such a burden.I did nothing but crying
In fact,i should be happy because i dont have to go back anymore
but i'm not happy.Seriously not happy at all.
My heart was so uncomfortable,so pain.
I was wrong,it's all my fault. I'm sorry daddy
Btw,i dont need any talk from peoples.No one could understand
He doesnt knew me,and he insulting me without understanding
He was my strength and he's really important for me
But i felt like he's stepping me when i collapse,when i depressed
The feeling was really worst.Worst than i expected

Well,who cares?